Motivation

HELLLOO everyone. I survived my first week of hectic National Exam preparation *cries*

It’s only the first week but I felt like I’ve been pushing myself so hard. I didn’t take extra courses this time (unlike my Elementary or Junior High exams), so every day after classes are over I redo the exercises and ask my teachers. Then after I get home and cleaned myself, I do the exercise more again. Probably my most productive era ever XD. Except today ahahah I NEED a break so I created an illustration (that I’m about to reveal after this) and went out to eat Taiwanese ice dessert AT A COLD AFTER RAIN OF 10 P.M AHAHAHAHAHHA.

Kinda hard to juggle everything; Biology, Math, Physics, Chemistry (well, Biology isn’t really a huge problem compared to the latter to be honest). But I wasn’t the only one struggling. I notice how exhausted almost all of my classmates (yes; almost. because some people looked so careless ;-;). My class councilor told us that it is a hectic semester and we need to stop grumbling so we can achieve our graduation with the best scores.

Which inspired me to create this:filipi wp

(save HQ version, print it, make it a desktop wallpaper, whatever. as long as you don’t sell them lol)

Yeah it’s in Indonesian… because I’ll put the original up in my classroom ^_^ It’s a Bible Verse.

Philippians 2:14

— Do all things without complaining and disputing,

I hope everyone (my classmates or whoever reading this) would be motivated and so we can all graduate together! Fighting!

Xoxo

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Illust, Illust, Illust.

HUZZAH! Prepare for another bulky update!

Have done my first National Exam Try Out last week and I’m in between crying & laughing because I GOT 2.75 FOR MATHS AHAHAHHAHA. I thought I could do better. I also fail Chemistry. What can I say; Maths and Chemistry were never my forte. My only hope were English, Bahasa, and Biology. But surprisingly I only got 7 for Bahasa Indonesia…. Oh my God as I type this I realize how horrible the scores are no I shouldn’t be laughing. Oh well, there are still other tryouts and I’ll work my butts off asap.

National Exam is predicted to be held on March 2015, so that means I only have 4 months left and I’m still not motivated?? Funny how I used to be so ambitious back then when I had my Junior High National Exam, but now I’m only aiming to just pass the exam. This is bad. Really, really bad.

No, no, no, no, no, no, no. SHERLYN YA GOTTA AIM HIGHER THAN THAT.

Sigh.

Also, I should be doing my 38 numbers of Chemistry exercise now but nah. Not even in the mood and you know what they say; don’t do it when you don’t feel like it because you won’t get anywhere anyway.

(who the hell said that?!)

I just realized that I should upload my scanned artworks to my blog first before posting it to Instagram… But I’m too lazy. Then this cause… well, this whole bulky update. Gosh, I have to learn how to make a better blog/website hahaha.

Here are the illustrations I’m proud of that I made last month.. or few months ago.

picnic rs krh rs jl gg choose happy be fearless thg resize tfios done rscold jkw rs need rest wtf

I’ve been wanting to open my own Etsy shop filled with prints of my illustrations, or as notebook covers. It’s just that I don’t understand how credit card and paypal work :/ AANNDDD my country’s shipping service is pretty shitty so yeah.

And oh, you all need to know that–let’s say, I have overcome my depression and GAD ^_^ They will come once in a while, but I’m getting better at handling them. I’m very very proud. I also start Bible reading–thanks to my homeroom teacher who sorta insist me lol. But I can feel them working on me already ❤

These days, I feel very, very, very happy 🙂

Have a nice day! and study hard, folks!